.: What a wonderful thing to love and serve Jesus!!! :.
Even as I read daughter Joadine's entry on not to compare with others and really just want to do your best for the Lord.. Sense that it was so timely when Pastor Eugune share upon Lord supper today at Service, on our envious heart, and Senior Pastor sharing on a heart that just love and serve Jesus. Personally, I knew I did question God on some things after the miracle catch weekend. One of them was that "God has others been blessed a greater protion then me? Have I not been walking closely or praying enough?" Then when Pastor Eugune mentioned today that we should not envy others and that just like the bread and the wine in our hands, we all have an equal portion and share in God's Love for us. Immediately tears rolled down my eyes as I repented that I even had doubts about the blessing that God has for me.. He is a fair and just God and He will bless everyone in His time! I guess many a times we can get so carried away even in ministry and serving the lord to let the worldly standards come in to judge upon what God has initially intended for us. I thought today's sermon was so special indeed as Pastor Khong made the effort to pray for his people personally.. I wanted so much to run up when the invitation was given, but as I had consolidation duty and not sure if he were to have altar call, I just had to stay at my place. However indeed God bless and speaks as long as your heart is right to receive and listen even though you might not be right infront. I was touched by the love of God once again and I knew that no matter what the circumstances in life I might be faced with, as long as I know I love Jesus and I serve Jesus, Life if not easy but it will be simple.
I want to continue to live that simple life that God has for me. Even as I evaluated with my girls over the sermon, two of them actually heard the same sentense that God spoke to them, which I also thought it was something good for each one of us to really think about. " How much do U really love Jesus and how do U love Jesus?"Ju Lee aka Ah ma :P
Say Cheeze.. the formal class photo!
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