Sunday, September 03, 2006
.: GoD, u must b kidding..is it U? O.o :.
Great Sermon!! titled : if Jesus is Lord, u will hv Peace..i thought it is only to b some sermon w little relatio w me.. but i was wrong..* 1 Do wat is right*2 dress well* 3 discern ur identityhahaz..i shall nt go into elaboration abt the points.. but rather, i talk abt how the sermon has been 4 me..i kn very much tt i nd to reconcile w my mom.. but the biggest prob i cant figure out is HOW ABT DOIN SO?! How to tell her? how to talk to her etc..it is definitely so diff 4 me..esp aft 10 wks of cold war.. err, i m quite sturborn yar..but today, God used Pastor to talk to me STRAIGHT IN THE FACE!!gosh, i kp on telin myself..not mt, not me.. hahaz.. but it is for ma la... hahazit is so exaggerated till Pastor say the "step by step" way to apologise to ur parent..even if u feel tt say sorry for the name of Jesus.. coz we wana mk Jesus lOok Gd ma.. we serving him yar.wah.. then he also say tt there is this gal in the midst, father left the family yrs ago.. & she cant realise tt she is special in the Lord's eyes to come forward..i was like *shak head shake head* , not me, not me.. thinkin tt i got over it.. hahaz..but at times, still doubt if i m really tt special..hee.. Thanks to Jess who *hint hint* me to go up.. if not, iL still *not me not me* & then refuse to leave my seat..then all sisters came to knelt beside me.. awww.. thanks sisters!! yupZ, nd God's strength to let me put all these into action.. & hiim to break my pride.. *ouch* painful.. but since God spelt to me so clearly liao..if i dnt do now, i think iL lost tt spur in hours time.. hopefully all turned well..thanks Family!! kp me in prayer.. still nd u guys de support..hahaz& Ah Ma & MOL team toO yeah!! Love U all.. hahaz*Joa Da Jie*
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