Yupz.. in relation to what I had blog previously, I went home & struggled to put the sermon into action.. For those who kn me well, it is like wanting my life to start a conversation.. When I went back home, it was horrible.. I found out my stuff was lying on the floor.. Obviously, someone had thrown my stuff onto the floor.. I was fuming man..

Guess it was an act of the devil to put it so I can back off.. I very much want to back off & forget all was heard today..

But pastor was saying that we nd to change from inside out & not outside in..

Outside in --- act & response according to the environment.. if situation is pleasant, iL do.. if it is not, I L not..

Inside in --- act & response according to the Truth that Jesus is Lord… no matter hoe bad situation is, iL do the right thg so that God can look gd..

Struggle to knock on the door & went in.. (err, anyway, I still dnt like her stares..not that I enjoed it )

This is what I said.. (pre-planned speech)

“Hey mom, got sth to tell u .. went for srv today & God said tt I must apologise for everything.. yupx.. anyw, the house door was not lock. “

Aft tt, she still stare.. Argh..

Felt super weird.. felt not joa at all.. but im glad I kn tt im dead.. hee

Felt really uncomfortable.. but glad I had made the first step..

It is not easy.. what more the follow up..

So do drop me reminder tt I shld b Guai for God.. =)

Hahaz.. Thanks to the Family who has been giving me constant support, encouragement etc.. without u all, I may nt b brave enough to tk the first step..

Yupz,I want Jesus to b the Lord of All.. hahaz..

If Jesus is not Lord of everything, he is not Lord at all..

So family, lets’s work towards tt.. making Jesus Lord of everything!! woohoOo