hey ppl! hmmms. jus wan2 share smth from my heart. (: its not anything Godly or biblical. but just felt God prompting me to share.

duno why but suddenly have dis thought pop out in my head. why isit i find it so hard to be committed to church stuff. like cell and stuff. its not dat i dont wan, DEFINITELY NOT. but why isit so?

den i started to think back. isit cos asher is born? i mean im not putting the blame or wad larr. he's Gods' blessing to my family! =D but i really feel that now i cannot just leave my mum alone like on weekdays or even weekends sometimes cos i need to be around to help my mum! and i find that i sometimes duno how to prioritise. cos its like church is impt. but my mum is also impt. sometimes i look at her, i really pity my mum. cos she always look so tired. and i sometimes i look at Julee, i can also see her like so tired of always getting me to church liao. ya..
so its like both ways to me always make me trap in e middle. just find that sometimes commitment to certain is so difficult for me. i duno for e rest of u but i really do feel like sometimes why i find it so difficult to commit to both earthly and spiritual mother. i really wan2 help both of them out as much as i can. but i just find it too difficult sometimes.

haha. oops. think im sounding to serious liao. anyw, dont so serious ya. but u know, i really hope each of your do get my point. sometimes i really think to myself i wan2 bo chup liao. but im in dis family! i have a part to play!

anyw, hmmm. ya. guess dats wad i wan2 say. think i end very abruptly. OOPS. sorry. but i duno how to end. HAHA. take care family! will blog some other time again! (:

with God's love and mine,
Adeline. =D