woohOo! jOa is here to Blog! =)
okie, let's start from the 20 May 07 tt Sunday Srv, Ps shared about Brokeness- the Gateway to Blessing. Ultimate brokeness. guess must b real painful..hahaz
i think it 's very hard 4 me to b broken.. only God can mk me till tt level =)
i m afraid of Pain.. hahaz.
However, Great Ppl Get broken by God completely!
i wana b one of God's great ppl! i kn i m in the process..
small jOa, Big God! =)
anyway, i did the multiple intelligence test & found out tt i m much very least INTRA-person & VERBAL lingustic.. gosh, i m so upset.. hahaz. tt explains how come sometimes i thk also gt no results..
i m very upset..
anyway, durin the worship in YAYPAO 144 Leaders' Meeting ,on 23 May 07 Wednesday.
God spoke to me, " why do u ever despise God creation?"
at that moment, i m back to the self tt i m his creation! & a wonderful one =)
God, forgive me!
then i asked God, if i m not intra-person(one who thk abt matters), how can i mother ppl & kn their issue? God simply spoke " ask me & u will get he wisdom"
Gosh, tt is God! =) i know.. He is such a Big God who kn everything abt me.. he kn tt i hv quite Short term memory so he will ans me fast (at times) so will leave a lasting impression & impact on me! He is so gracious.. i dnt deserve his reply.. but he do so coz He simply kn i nd it he loves me! =D
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even last Sunday 10 June, Ps Nina shared about ESTER. now i hv a greater understanding on my place & a purpose for me on Earth..
i read a book tt said tt often we R so self - centered, thinking the whole universe evolved coz of us... tt we actually forget tt it evolved coz of God! the one who create it...
also, the only one who kn truely what our purpose is is our CEARTOR!
the creator kn what u r created for, the created simply nd to fulfill tt!
anway, i kn a little bit why God is putting me thru this rough journey, the background tt i hv.. He wants me to hv victory in Him! so tt at the end of the day, i just share w ppl my testimonies & having victory in those coz of Emmanuel!
i m waiting for tt day to Glorify him w my testimonies! till then , i m wring towards it! =D
thank You Abba Father! i kn i m well loved! =)
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