hey family!

WOOHOO! finally can blog!
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im gonna post about youth camp for the benefit of those who didn't go. im going to post about how i feel and what i've learnt. ((:

well, i think i've really learn a lot through this camp lorr. God really set me free yeahh.
initially to tell your the truth, i didn't really quite enjoy. WHY???
cos my grp members were all very very quiet. and there was a lack of communication compared to other grps lorr. so i was like thinking: HUH? why my grp lidat one? God, must save me ah. my grp so boring.

and i was feeling so bored. so i decided to talk to them. so when i started to talk to some of them, there were improvements cos then some of them started to talk. BUT, there were still a few quiet ones who still didn't talk much. and so i told myself.. nvm.. continue to interact with the grp and things will improve. and indeed things did improve. was proud of the grp and really thank God for the "NVR GIVE UP" spirit He gave me. yeahh yeahh. ((:

one thing huiyu shared with me on the way home when i shared with her this was:
AM I REALLY TOO RELIANT ON OUR CELL THAT I FIND IT DIFFICULT TO STEP OUT OF MY CONFORT ZONE AND TALK TO PEOPLE?
ya. think its quite important for us to ponder upon this question lorr. when some of us realise that we dont have any cell members in our grp, how did we felt? did we bother to go talk to people we dont know and make friends? or did we just sit there and shake leg? i think this is one thing i've learnt. TO STEP OUT OF COMFORT ZONE AND TALK TO PPL I DONT KNOW! ((:

i really really enjoyed ministry. the part which ej later shared about your parents always dont think your e best or smth lidat.. i just felt so much of God's presence at dat time. i just cried. wah! ((: i think at home for me, difficult to really love and feel loved. But at dat time when Ps Adrian read the letter, i just wept. I knew that i had nothing to be afraid of cos i had a God that loved me so much. God is going to continue to use me mightily! IM TRUSTING GOD! =D

2nd day of ministry, mama actually asked me to be part of the trial for the 100k and i was like. YAY! i wan2 go out and bless.
BUT frankly speaking, i was scared. i had the fear of rejection in me. i feared that people would just shoo me away. so it was just so timely that Waimun, one of Ps YC's 12, shared about receiving the Holy Spirit. and i knew that at dat time God will be with me. Holy Spirit will fill me with a heart of compassion to bless those people out there. and again, i just felt God's love embrace me lorr. yeahh. felt so loved and felt so much of the Holy Spirit.

when i actually went out to bless, got rejected a lot of times. i paired up with denise. and we were both quite despair le. but we just told each other its ok. KEEP TRYING! i just kept praying on the way, telling God: God, help us to even not give up and continue to look for people to bless! ((: and finally, the last 5 mins, we saw a boy and we manage to bless him! with the water and prayer! the boy even asked for extra prayer request besides those in the pamphlet. felt so much JOY! =D

so just wan2 thank God for the weather during the camp. Thank God for mama! Cos she really put a lot of time and effort into the camp and also those who went.

huiyu's girls esp. really just seeing them there brings so much warmth and joy to my heart. ((:
yeahh lorr.

think its a really long post. will share more during cell on wed. =D

LOVE YA ALL!
take care!!!

LOVE,
adeline