Although Jesus has died for us on the Cross, We cannot take things for granted and keep on sinning. I also know that God will always by my side and He is a Best Friend of mine, no matter what happens. God has forgiven my sins, and I will need to forgive the others. God could forgive my sins, why I could't forgive others? God Loves Us, that He send His only Son to die for us and He is willing to do anything for Us. During this Encounter, I felt very touch and I could feel His Love and Concern for us.
Eunice Gal
I went with an anticipated heart and came back with a gratitude heart.
Watching ''the crossing'' video. The scene that I don't want to watch again, appear on the video, seeing Him being crucified and seeing yourself hammering the nail down to His hand, "O, God, have mercy on me, I am such a betrayer!" this is what I thought! Really cried when I saw this scene, people shouting "Crucified" and seeing a sinless Him being hammer by nails for us, John 3:16 really shows that God love us! 3 nails and a cross equals to forgiveness! It's so true when I saw this video!
I think that wounds and feelings often control our emotion. We tends to think that because of this, I don't think I will be accepted again. We tends to think negatively. Why not look at the bright side and think that you will be accepted? GOD LOVE YOU!!
For me, honestly speaking, I am not interested, is not that I am ashamed that I believe in Christ, but I just feel that I am not ready yet! Don't know how to explain, but I just think that maybe few years down the road, when I am mature then I will have water baptism.
Then it was the Holy Spirit's ministry, I was so afraid! Really!!! Seeing so many people being slain, I was like kinda of fearful of the Holy Spirit! Thank God that I can even help those who are being slain to hold on to them! Feel blessed after all! Then I was being prayed by Dun Ling! I resisted the Holy Spirit because I am so afraid of Him! Then Pastor Yolanda prayed for me, ask me to relax as she see that I am very stiff and tense up! Then I don't know is the Holy Spirit's force was strong or she pushed me down. HAHA! Really don't know! When I was lying down at the carpet, I just feel that my heartbeat beat very fast! And I saw a purple colour thingy, don't know what that is but just saw it! Just feel that God is great! The strangest thing is when I was being slain, I was still aware of the surrounding, and I can heard others talking. Hmm... I wonder did I really being slain? HAHA!
Think that through this encounter camp, I learn to be open to the others, learn to appreciate others. By chatting with them and giving them a hug. This is not the usual me, I don't give hugs! HAHA! I love to talk, but I wouldn't really chat with friends that I seldom talk to. I think this is a breakthrough for me, I am willing to give hugs, I am willing to being there to chat with my sisters, I am willing to be more open to my sisters. I want to be use by God! God uses me!! HAHA!
Seeing my changes, I reflect back to my first time in FCBC. I join this family of mine, didn't really open up to talk to my sisters. It's only through the Youth camp and especially that Cell advance that make me be more open to them. Through the cell advance, I get to know more about Huiyu, Adeline, Si Jia, Kai Yee, Eejay and especially Michelle! HAHA! I love to listen to love story! HAHA! Through the Youth camp, I learnt to be more open to others, through the cell advance, I learnt to interact more with my sisters and only the encounter camp that made me to learnt to be more open to others and appreciate my sisters. Sisters, I really appreciate all of us, I want to chat with you all! Really enjoy the encounter camp with you all. Thank for being there! Without you all's presence, it will not be the same!
Shujun
